Thursday, June 30, 2011

New challenge

Since after my Singapore training plan had failed...
now my another challenge at (George Town)Penang, malaysia....my new training life at there...
Penang life is totally difference than my home town..it is whole new life far from my home, but for me penang life is kinda similar like Singapore. both of major in tourism. so i choose to come here already.

yet i happy that i can have my new training at here(penang), but another problem is i miss my boyfriend...although very unwilling to separate but still have to because i have my training to go on, so better face the reality. my heart feel so unwilling because of him.

on the other hand, i won't feel boring anymore because i living with my very good room mates now. she is my senior in my college, we study in same course, same class before...but she is leave tomorrow because her training life is totally ended...so happy for her now, and she say she will continue her job in the future so i also continue stay with her haha...

very excited and tension my feeling is going on right now, dunno why. tomorrow is my training had start already. i should not tension right, since i got some experience in Singapore life, na..not some is a little lol~~~now just have to face the reality about tomorrow...
i have to grown up, i won't act like a child, won't learn like a child....

here i got friends, my lovely boyfriend and my family...that makes me wanna face more challenge right now.

i can say that " i never give up"

Sunday, June 26, 2011

喜欢你

喜欢你 - 刘界辉





MY favorite Cantonese song
LOVIN YOU

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Sunday, June 19, 2011

我的天使

我的天使

如果可以, 我想要更清晨;

如果可以,我想要更轻盈。

穿过雾,穿过云,

看着你的心;

是多情,是多疑;

是给你(天使)的讯息。

我蠢蠢欲动的爱情,就要飞向你

我美丽的天使

再也不神秘,只为你栖息,

我温柔的天使。

只要你生生世世守着我,

我永远为你甜甜蜜蜜日日夜夜,

真心爱着你。

我不相信,一瞬间的勇气;

我只接受,一辈子的约定。

穿过雾,穿过云看着你的心。

是真情,是珍惜,不愿是游戏。。

我蠢蠢欲动的爱情就要飞向你

我美丽的天使

再也不神秘,只为你栖息,

我温柔的天使。

只要你生生世世爱着我,

我永远为你甜甜蜜蜜日日夜夜

爱着你

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Party Rock

LMFAO - Party Rock Anthem ft. Lauren Bennett, GoonRock:

this is my favorite song i ever heard....yeah..party rock in the house tonight..let's dance XD


Friday, June 10, 2011

Crazy night

yesterday night i had a lot of fun..whoa...never drink that much red wine in my life...

my special dude bought it for me and use to share to me...

so...

yesterday i when to his new house...all brand new inside his decoration..it was impressive me..specially the bar table =)

but the most impressive things is he go a small cinema inside his house O.O...that time my eyes was that big...his dad had collect all the movies and stuff, speaker, woven at least cost 60,000...decoration of the room more than 100,000...oh my god...both of them are pro in this =.=

got a lot of movie that all is bur-ray disc =)

then before we heading to barroom(pub)...so i suggest to watch movie in the room, his use projector to watch the movie...it is really feel in cinema ^^....
meanwhile, we enjoy the red wine...but the funny is his friends not really into it hahaha..i remember when saw his expression during drinking the red wine it was funny XD

lately, we chat and his told me a lot of working experience to me, what about his motivation, he told me that his motivation and the target is to gain more money and experience lately after 30 years old his say life won't that crap anyway....hmmm, i thought that only me we use to say my dream my motivation, my target....
well, impressive.

sooner no longer that we heading to pub for fun, i admit i drink more already...already feel dizzy that time...but still got the energy to dance dance right all the night XD
almost 3 something only go home..whoa, and on the next morning(today) i feel so blur when woke up, my eyes lazy to open and hope can continue sleeping....my stomach feel weird because much of red wine on it.....hahaha....

it was fun hell last night...i saw a lot my high school friends that night...oh that lovely..something like can gathering.... ^^

Thursday, June 9, 2011

After the Storm

WELL, WELL, WELL

After the storm/the troublesome had pass through to me, now is turn peaceful came to visit me.

since 2 days that happen, now my life just gonna get started...

blek :P tonight gonna feel so high and take the G5 G5 again...i wonder why i still have the energy go through...

but i like this feel...long time never crazy like that night before, OH MY GOD (XD) addicted again about this life...

i use as my holiday because more two weeks later i'm gonna prepare my training already, try to focus on the job because is related my result too...

hmm...suddenly a girly me mood change to rock chick right now...i gonna be a wild child already =D

overall for this notes that i'm wanna tell is i kinda like this feel and this life now..i can do what i want and no one can control...hey wait, except my mom =.="

recently she like to control me anyway, well 1 week for me just only been out once then i when out in the same week then she say " going out again" ??? this is annoying me duhhh....

never seem i going to training, although is during my working..but i can do what i can haha..bad am i right...but my special friends will come to visit me and go clubbing again..whoa...he really like to club huh.... =)

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

FOUR SEASON


FOUR Scene of love and laughter, I be alright when be alone, FOUR scene of love and laughter, i will be okay

this four season i will learn how to growing up, learn more experience in my work life, and i will be okay....

and now;

Finally, leaving is the best way to walk more further...

the day i leave, ALSO the day you leave...

the choice i make

it change my life...

the hardest memories that i can let go now.

somehow, i remind when the pass am i are;

starring out of the rain ,with the heavy heart

is the end of the world my mind,

then your voice put me back again,

like a wake up call.

2 years i been looking up for the answer,

somewhere,

now i know is not been looking good there,

because i know, what i didn't know before.

because you leave, because you make me believe that myself when there nobody else can help,

because you leave,

is alright, i survive, i'm alive again...

cause of you, i been through a lot of storm.

because you leave, i meet a lot of special friends,

and there help me pass through the storm.

they enlighten me,

What is life? What the use?

Because you leave,

i carry on when i lose the fight.

And now i'm so glad that i can found my new angle around this world(lol),

some one!!

I want to fly looking in their eyes.

Not just you leave,

and yet there had everything i need to survive,

because i leave,

YOU leave!!!

WAITING FOR THE NEW BEGINNING, NEW STARTS.

Boy, i'm leaving never look back again!!

Go found the girl that who is better than me,

and now, no more guy can make me cry, no more grey sky.

NOW, let go flying with the G5, G5!! XD

And i leavin, never look back again....

go find your new girl...a**hole!!

NOW I'M LOOKING SO SO FLY,

THE FEEL CAN MAKING ME SO SO HIGH,

can gave me sing and dance all night.

you are the baddest little thing that i've ever seen

i tell myself, no stress no stress no stress,
just tell him to left left left,
you deserve but the middle finger XD

i will be very good after that, no more emotion, i bet emo just leave me a awhile...

to me, four season...

Four scene for the love and laughter, i will alright when i be alone,

Four scene, four four season, four season, i be alright,

Four scene, four four season, four season, stay with me.

Monday, June 6, 2011

Remember When


Remember when i cried to you thousand times;

I told you everything,

you know my feelings?

It's never crossed my mind that there would be a time.

For us to say goodbye,

What a big surprise.

But i'm not lost, i'm not gone, I haven't forgot

These feeling i can't shake no more;

This feeling's running out the door;

I can feel it falling down,

And i'm not coming back around.

These feeling i can't take no more;

This feeling emptiness in the bottom drawer;

It's getting harder to pretend,

And i'm not coming back around again.

Remember when.....

I remember when, it was together till the end.

Now I'm alone where i do begin;

I cried a little bit, you died a little bit.

Please say there's no regrets and say you won't forget.

ut i'm not lost, i'm not gone, i heaven't forgot

I'm not coming back around again

Remember when.....

Dancing Alone


This Friday night, nothing gonna hold me back,

And i feel alright.

No body gonna bring me down.

It's my life, and i'm doing fine.

Don't you know i wanna play,

so take me on holiday.

So here i come,

They come and go,

so i rather dance solo,

dreaming with solo,

it's feel like heaven.

no body gonna break my heart,

no one will hurt me like they did before.

No one can even get that part.

Not until i know it's deep.

This feel is just like Heaven

"Better of"


The sky is falling, and it's early in the morning, but it's ok

some how i spilt my coffee, it went

All over your clothes.

I gotta wear mine now.

And i'm always, always, always late

My hair was a mess,

even when it's straight.

BUT SO WHAT,

I'M better of everyday

When i'm standing in the pouring rain,

I don't mind, I think of you and everything alright

I used to think i had it good.

But now i'm misunderstood,

with you I'd say, i'm better of every way.

My friends keep calling,

"They say,they say i'm stalling"

And they wanna meet you now, i tell them hell no,

i say WE trying to lay low.

Don't wanna lose what i've found.

Things are finally, finally looking up.

My feet are on the ground, even though i'm stuck

BUT SO WHAT

I'M better of everyday,

when standing on puring rain,

I don't mind when think of you everything alright

I used to had it good.

The sky is falling and it's early in the morning, and it's ok

L.O.V.E


I'm talking about love

All girls stand in a circle and clap your hands,

this is for you!!

Ups and down highs and lows

no matter what you see me through.

Her Boyfriend don't answer the phone,

i don't even know where the hell he goes.

But all my girls we're in a circle and nobody gonna break through.

Say with me, L,O,L,O,L,O,V,E

I'M talking about.

L,O,L,O,L,O...Did you hear me say,

I'M talking about LOVE!! say you'll be my girls for life....girls for life.

Hold up, i need another onel think you,

you too, Grab my bag, got my own money

Don't need any man in this room.

NOw her boyfriend be calling her anytime

i need all my girls to keep him off her mind.

So hold up we another one.

What we got is all good.

I say,

L,O,L,O,L,O,V,E

I'M talking about love.

LOVE is energy, love is mystery

Love is meant to be true is a part of me, love is the heart of me

LOVE is the best thing we do.

Did you heard me say,

L,O,L,O,L,O,V,E

I'M talking about love!!!!

Sunday, June 5, 2011

True Blood

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Season three loosely follows the plot of the third novel of The Southern Vampire Mysteries, Club Dead, and introduces werewolves to the show's mythology. It also introduces the characters of Russell Edgington, the Vampire King of Mississippi, and his private investigator, Franklin Mott. In addition, some characters from the fourth novel Dead to the World are introduced: Crystal Norris as Jason's love interest, her family of werepanthers from Hotshot, and Sookie's fairy godmother, Claudine. Sookie's heritage as part fairy is also revealed later in the season, a major plot element from the eighth novel, From Dead to Worse.

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Thursday, June 2, 2011

The end of my anger

At first i'm here to thanks about my very best dude, ken, Christopher, and Ah Fei. they are my very best dude and can trusted of my own. They are the guys that i'm very appreciate for, because every time they can think more beyond than me, i feel suddenly like being some body love me(no boy and girls love!!) because i'm the eldest in my home, and everything i have to consider about it. but when i encounter them i see more real life experience on them. so on the following story is they way i was talking to them;

since those troublesome occur since two week before, well i felt that i can't hold much longer then will go ask their opinion whether their opinion can help me pass through. what they say is truth, everyone might have hard to forget especially the first love, even their experience yet tell me, they have the same experience of mind....her first love gone or left will cry like a baby...haha, i laugh suddenly! but i'm can't tease them either, because i'm doing the same like them, something irresistible making me wanna cry out loud.

plus what he doing his act making me so not willing too...everything is just me that no willing too will keep inside my heart that long, because no answer that why he will do this to me, when i left him, he yet also say nothing to me, i know he sad too...but why he still say nothing, why????
some say that is his style his like too, or he like to be underground or it because he still love her ex-girlfriend. but hello, if still love her why wanna be with me, or he never know how to reject a person?? hey thats not a reason and not rational.

i know everything i stubborn on what the heck he do before, start and end nothing else....that is not relationship...that's why my wound never recover. hey all i want is a man can take care of me, i want is just a simple request, no distance.

since they tell me that, almost the same reason...just let go, everyone do have the pass and they say i'm choose to no hated him and continue our friendship means that i'm grow up more mature. because i know that i'm not into hating a person, hate this feeling making so weak and sick of tire of this shit. so i just rather, to be happy again and look beyond more perfect. well i cannot hide forever and so do him, yet have to face to...no turning back again.

An also i have to thanks to AH Fei, he is the one who change my mind, since i so stubborn on him it because i wanted to revenge on him. why i say that because he tough me "even u got your revenge, then? of course u will feel happy in a short period, but after that period, how you feel? would you ever feel worthy conscience? He told me very seriously, what you got after the revenge? i'm say nothing suddenly, then he continue and say ya you got your revenge, sooner you will lose your friends, lose your love, lose your money, also will spoil your image anyway, at the end you will lose everything!!!" you will be get hated and their will get revenge on you again, what for! suddenly my mind had empty and i can't reply him anyway...and i say, ya..you teach me a greatest lesson.

the sentence that Ah Fei told me i feel so relax and yet means i really have to let go now. then he bring me go for clubbing for a whole night, and i totally get into it..feel so happy suddenly, feel so nothing already...and i can be me again. really thanks to him, he is really special guy among all of my friends...because i got this feel on him.

SOME OF MY FRIEND SAY THEY HOPE CAN GO BACK, LIKE THEIR OLD TIME, THEIR BEST MEMORIES BEFORE AND HOPE CAN GET IT BACK.

SORRY, BUT ALL I HAVE TO KNOW IS REMIND BACK MEMORIES IS GOOD, BUT " MEMORIES WILL MAKE A PERSON VULNERABLE AND IT IS HINDRANCE "

I choose to look forward again, and also will wish him all the best for his future.

i'm gonna reborn again!!

really thank you that my very best dude, i will listen what you guys opinion. and i know this is my very ending of my anger.

i can say that is "the end"

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Wondering

Last night i'm hang out with my friends for have a cup of drink at McDonald, we chat just more than 5 hours even when they fetch me home and yet our chatting still continue till midnight.

we chat a lot, chat while we meet, how long we meet, every time after class sure will go got get some drink or sneak out during the class in on. haha, i like that feel it just going back to study life. mention about our working, future where should me focus on. suddenly my friends ask me how was me and him anyway....i just smile on it and say well at least we got chat some how, i feel wanna know more news about him so i ask how was he now, after go trip with you guys seem so fun ya...and ya, my friends had mention a lot how they nice enjoyable trip in langkawi and so do him be included. he told me that he was going to KL to getting his job right now so that why he will miss the gathering.

well honestly i not really that surprise i will know he will miss the gathering. i just told my friend that i can't let go since i left him that day...my friend just told me, what you going love him again??? i just tell him not i won't again anymore...maybe i just wanna know why the reason only, plus during my first time will get such kind of experience is really hard to let go anyway.

now i just wondering he was ok somewhere out there, everything will be ok and hope we will meet again.